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I was just thinking about my one best friend after looking at her profile. I wish what had happened between us hadn't but you can't wish things away. But when I was looking at her myspace I realized how much I have missed in her life, like where she's gone on internships and her new boyfriend. I never got to experience those things with her and I feel like I've missed part of one of my sisters life because thats what we used to be. I tried to text her today but I don't know if she has the same number or if she just didn't text me back. I want to talk to her but I feel like she doesn't. I don't know I mean I can't say she doesn't but she hasn't made the effort yet so either she doesn't want to or she's afraid like I am. I don't know I mean we changed and it affected us but I feel like we've settled into adulthood enough to maturely look at our relationship again. I just miss her and sharing our lives...