The butterflies in my tummy are throwing up...........
HOLY ..... um.... COW 33 Day's to go.............
I don't even know what do do with myself anymore if is fast approching! I wish I didn't hate being infront of a crowd of people. I bet I wouldn't be so worked up then. I really want to focus on God and Jake that day but .... how? I don't know how people can set on stage and just talk and look so calm. so collected and not a care in the world. I want that.
The crazist thing happened to me this weekend. I got lost...... I know it is no surprise to anyone who knows me but this time it was really bad. I went to go see one of my friends in chandler. Chandler is across the city of Phoenix so I have never been over their. Well Phoenix likes to have 6 main highways and shuts down 1 of them without really any signs. So I get lost. I end up totally confused and with a full blader and I can't get ahold of anyone. It is about 1:30am at the point where I start freaking out crying. I finally find the airport which is great because I know my way from there. I drive up 24th st which is the street I live off of and you will never guess what happened..... I get stuck on a street with a train stopped on its tracks....... yeah......... the train is not moving at all!!!!! I finally get ahold of Jake and he is trying to calm me down but I won't. I HAD TO PEE SO BAD!!!!!!!!!! so to end this story it took me a hour and a half to get home when it only took me 20 min. to get there. But I did learn something..... always pee before you leave anywhere! =-)
I don't even know what do do with myself anymore if is fast approching! I wish I didn't hate being infront of a crowd of people. I bet I wouldn't be so worked up then. I really want to focus on God and Jake that day but .... how? I don't know how people can set on stage and just talk and look so calm. so collected and not a care in the world. I want that.
The crazist thing happened to me this weekend. I got lost...... I know it is no surprise to anyone who knows me but this time it was really bad. I went to go see one of my friends in chandler. Chandler is across the city of Phoenix so I have never been over their. Well Phoenix likes to have 6 main highways and shuts down 1 of them without really any signs. So I get lost. I end up totally confused and with a full blader and I can't get ahold of anyone. It is about 1:30am at the point where I start freaking out crying. I finally find the airport which is great because I know my way from there. I drive up 24th st which is the street I live off of and you will never guess what happened..... I get stuck on a street with a train stopped on its tracks....... yeah......... the train is not moving at all!!!!! I finally get ahold of Jake and he is trying to calm me down but I won't. I HAD TO PEE SO BAD!!!!!!!!!! so to end this story it took me a hour and a half to get home when it only took me 20 min. to get there. But I did learn something..... always pee before you leave anywhere! =-)