lookin up

May 19, 2005 18:23

family..my entire life surrounds my family and my home. and sometimes, well, i just felt for the first time that i cannot do it anymore. everything can be so great elsewhere, and then its so different when i come home. cory talked to me about it, and so did some other people, they helped, a lot. thats my problem, i dont talk about it anymore, at all, and ive only proved that trying to make it dissapear only makes it worse. and i just, am stuck i guess. until i come up with what i need/want to do about it.

we have 3 full days of school left, and 3 half. such a relief.

seniors on the other hand, have one left. lucky bitches.

speaking of seniors, cory and i are doing good. were friends and both happy with that. i have such a different perspective on the whole situation since sunday. at times im sure i will miss actually being with him, but hanging out with him and still talking to him will get me through it.

congratulations to all the seniors!

tonight im sleeping over at laurens house to finish up our world history exam stuff. exams will be..okay this semester, only worried about english.
recital is June 10th, and im excited about that coming up. my aunt, brian and jonathan, cory n glenn, lauren n lyss are all coming. it will be fun.

me and my mom were talking about cars, when we got in a fight today, of course, at least i got to say what i wanted before she started bitching. and at least it was over something worth it. October 8th isnt too far..

well im off to dance soon. byee
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