I've never felt so out of place and so unwelcome
So maybe Becky and I are the only ones who find that the best way to express our emotions is through song lyrics. Oh well, we keep each other amused and the rest of you don't have to read it if you don't want to.
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
And then leave me alone
Don't try to wake me in the morning
'Cause I will be gone
Don't feel bad for me
I want you to know
Deep in the cell of my heart
I will feel so glad to go
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
I don't want to wake up
On my own anymore
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is, there's no one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me, I am small and needy
Warm me up and breathe me
It surrounds you
sometimes it's easy to believe
sometimes it hurts more then it seems
now it's over
these are the scars you never show
there was a warning sign, you know
one day you're near and then you go
And I wanted you to be
Everything to me
And now I've got to learn to carry on
And I know I cannot hide
This emptiness inside
Nothing is the same since you're gone
I can't run to you no more
To catch me when I'm falling
I know I have to let you go
But I will not be broken
For every tear a lesson learned
Every good time golden,
But now it's time to let you go
And I will not be broken
I'm not feeling so well
Maybe we could just sit for a spell
And make amends, it depends on my injury
I don't want to be me
Oh, Why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now
Don't be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I've seen the dark side too
When the night falls on you
You don't know what to do
Nothing you confess
could make me love you less
I'll stand by you
I'll stand by you
Won't let nobody hurt you
I'll stand by you
Now and forever
You are a part of me
And the memory cuts like a knife
Didn't we find the ecstasy
Didn't we share the daylight
When you walked into my life
Now and forever I will remember
All the promises still unbroken
And think about all the words between us
That never needed to be spoken
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me,
But it's the only thing that I have.
You called to say you wanted out
Well, I can't say I blame you now
Sometimes you've got to fold
before you're found out
Well thanks for waiting this long
to show yourself
Cause now that I can see you
I don't think you're worth a second glance
Cause after this mess
I guess you bet
That I'd collapse before you do
Well maybe that's true
Or maybe it's not at all
I thought that I could always count on you
I thought that nothing could become between us two
We said as long as we would stick together
Wed be alright
Wed be ok
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
Ill never be the same again
So thank you for showing me
That best friends cannot be trusted
And thank you for lying to me
Your friendship, the good times we had
You can have them back
Taken in context
it's not a bad thing
but when you start to pick it apart
it gets so depressing
it's that sorta thing that makes you think too much
it's that sorta thing that makes you lose your objectivity
so if you made it
just be glad that you did and stay there
if you ever feel loved or needed
remember that you're one of the lucky ones
and if it's over
just remember what i told ya
it was bound to happen so just
keep movin on
there's no perfect endings
I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them
When all I really need to find
Is one short clever line
To pinpoint my disgust, it's always just too much
Or not enough
And suddenly
I become part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
If anyone read all that, I'll give them a cookie. Or maybe a Rubics cube or something, because they are obviously really bored.