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ok life...SUCKS! this weekend really made me think about life and school!! and though i have told many people that i adore chaminade and that it is sooo much better than buckley, I LIED!! now that i think about it, i really hate chaminade, everything about it! it just isn't buckley!!! so ya, the people are nice, at least most of them, but really, i geuss i just like buckley more because i am used to it and i know everyone and its like home!! im really not good at making new friends...cuz im really shy until u ge tto know me, and i just wish everything had started out differently. the people are really different, the campus is really different, some of the teachers are really different, RELIGION is really different, every single thing about the school is different! i just really wish i could have started out the year differently and changed all the mistakes i have made!! I wish i could change everything about me, especially my looks... why cant i just be as hot as alex??? haha. some people think i have this great life, no one knows what i really go through, i fear each day!! if i had the option, i really would consider going back to Buckley, but theres no luck there. I also am considering going to boarding school, or something... just to change life! Lesson: Celebrate and love life each day while you can, because one day life will turn around and you will hate it! *WORDS OF WISDOM!!*