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Home from school today. My mom's very, very sick and can't drive. I have to drive her to the doctor's office, feed her, and other nurse-type requirements. Hopefully trapani will see this as an excused absence so I can still go to play practice tonight. I'm going anyway and they'll just have to deal with it. No biggie hopefully.
This week is Hell week and definitely in more than one way. Dealing with the situation has been really tough on me. I just am so glad that I didn't end up going on the trip because you know I would've gotten busted as well. Up until yesterday, I thought I was handling it really well and acting strong for everyone. Yesterday,I just broke down about it. After talking to everyone, I just lost all possible words and usually I'm pretty good at responding. I just wish this could be all over.
So I'm not going to Sadie because of Andrew's probation. When he first told me, I was like it's fine. Not a big deal or whatever. It is just a dance, but then yesterday everyone was talking about their dresses, shoes, and dates, I kinda got a little upset. I'm not upset with Andrew or anything because it's completely out of his control. Oh well....we'll just hang out and doing something just as good (i hope).
The good thing about me missing school today is that I can actually do all my homework. I haven't done any yet because I don't get home till after 10:30 and I usually end up talking to Andrew until I fall asleep. That's basically my nightly routine. I can't believe I'm up so early and not going to school.
Everyone, please pray for my mom.
This week is Hell week and definitely in more than one way. Dealing with the situation has been really tough on me. I just am so glad that I didn't end up going on the trip because you know I would've gotten busted as well. Up until yesterday, I thought I was handling it really well and acting strong for everyone. Yesterday,I just broke down about it. After talking to everyone, I just lost all possible words and usually I'm pretty good at responding. I just wish this could be all over.
So I'm not going to Sadie because of Andrew's probation. When he first told me, I was like it's fine. Not a big deal or whatever. It is just a dance, but then yesterday everyone was talking about their dresses, shoes, and dates, I kinda got a little upset. I'm not upset with Andrew or anything because it's completely out of his control. Oh well....we'll just hang out and doing something just as good (i hope).
The good thing about me missing school today is that I can actually do all my homework. I haven't done any yet because I don't get home till after 10:30 and I usually end up talking to Andrew until I fall asleep. That's basically my nightly routine. I can't believe I'm up so early and not going to school.
Everyone, please pray for my mom.