Apr 03, 2004 09:12
I am up WAY too early. Today we had to get up and be at school at 8 in the morning to sign up for senior Emmaus. I'm so excited that I get to go. I'm going to the meeting on monday because I've never been to one (thanks to the play). I think it'll be really good for me to go on this retreat to discover more about me. The last retreat i went on (the prayer and med retreat) I actually did learn a lot about me. (ask andrew) I learned that I wear a mask almost constantly and am afraid to be who I really am. I also learned that I don't know who I really am, so I guess that's a reason why my mask hasn't come off. (everytime I say I'm wearing a mask I feel like I should be in the movie with Jim Carey).
Off to paint for money! Yeah! I don't know how long it'll take me or even if my dad will let me destroy the kitchen today because we have company over (they're weird!!!!) So i may end up going to the girls soccer game anyway. Who knows?! I don't know if I'm in the mood.