once upon a time i was falling in love, now i'm only falling apart

[luckyboots125]

several members of my team will be missed for a while.

people are mad at other people for no good reason.

i just want everyone to like eachother.

i like you.

my manager hates me and probably wants to fire me.

i hate work.

sats are next saturday.

i haven't studied and will probably do worse.

er beat us.

my best friend's head got split open.

and i just stood there gaping.

i can't deal with myself.

and now my tummy hurts.

i suck at being inspirational, or even helpful.

i was feeling good at the end of the game, but no one else was, so now i dont feel so good.

i'm sorry i spilled your coffee.

and then tried to pretend it didn't happen.

i feel like a liar now.

i'm not even going to think about hw.

or practicing.

i haven't talked to you in weeks.

what happened?

i don't know what to do with myself.