sorry...

[luckyblue]

sorry i havent been posting much but i've been real busy with school and such... i've also been real depressed but anyway i want to share a poem that i wrote to all of you readers

Death to Me

The tears that I shed
are shed quickly and quietly
I try not to show I'm depressed
but it shows absent mindedly

I shout and yell
calling out for help
But the darkness swallows me
maybe this is the way it will always be

or maybe it will end
I guess it all depends
maybe i can escape
dive off a building in a big black cape

maybe then it will seem an accedent
a foolish kid thinking he could fly
watching as the world goes by
not knowing of my sad childhood

isolated from the world
for three long years
rushing back
no wonder i fear...

yeah i know its a lil morbid... ok very morbid but anyway... i guess i'll start posting again pretty soon :p