whats the point
When I was downstairs I had a revalation... What is the point of livejournal? TO write about what I do? To write about how messed up life gets and how I never get the things I truly want? To write about how my heart gets broken because I am just a friend? What is the point? Yeah it might seem cool now but I don't think this thing helps any. Nobody reads it and the people who do read it ... (never mind) I am just sick of writing stuff and waiting for things to happen. I need a new life and I need to feel like I am a true person. I don't know if anyone gets what I am saying but how does our life benefit when we write about the clothes we just bought or the stupid fights we make with people? No matter how much I write I won't be that girl that I want to be. I won't be the person that someone likes. I'll be the friend or the enemy. No more or no less. I think the reason I write in livejournal is because if I write certain things they will be true but its not. I might write again or I might not, depends on if life changes.