Apr 06, 2008 23:48
I want to grow up and learn to express myself to others and myself. Do things with myself and burst forth full of life from my seed casing and become the beautiful design God wants me to be. I need to stop dwelling on the past and stop regretting what I have missed, but rather look to the future and fully grasp what is ahead of me. So much is there and I need to do all that I can so I don't regret it later. I pray that I go after those things that I will be setting my heart after.
I have an amazing girlfriend who genuinely likes me and really truly appreciates who I am. She is a big reason I want to start swimming in this river of life and stop just letting the current take me wherever it wants. That is what I have been doing with my life and I want something new. She wants to see me fully accomplish what I want to do with my life and be there with me and for me. That is a lot to do for me and I pray that I can return the favor 100 fold.
Well, don't know what else to write at this moment. Guess I'll be going now.
Let's see where and how far this all goes.
existential,
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