Whew.
~*~I posted this on myspace on October 16, 2006~*~
It has been about a month since I have updated. Alot has happened, I just have not had the time to update. The weekend of the 6th, Travis and I went to Alabama with his friend Caleb for Caleb's uncles wedding. It was such an amazing trip. It really opened my eyes up to the world. That Friday night was the most amazing night I have ever had. I will remember that night as long as I live, and I hope Travis will as well. We decided that is where we would like to live. It was alot of fun. Then, last week was horrible. The worst week I have ever had since I met Travis. I kinda got upset about someone and he eventually lied to me about this person. He didn't come right out and lie, he just didn't tell me. I lost alot of trust in him. Alot. But, we had a great weekend, and we discussed what happened. I think that he understands why I was upset. I think we are going to be okay. I just hope he doesn't lie to me again. Or keep things from me again. I tell him everything, and I want him to do the same with me. That is one thing I love about our relationship, was that we could tell each other everything. That is the first time that I have had that with someone. But, apparently it wasn't as great as I thought it was. There is no way I am going to leave him because of this, but I sure hope he doesn't do it again. If I find out he is still keeping things from me, I don't know if I could trust him, therefore even be with him. I hope he understands that. You can't be with someone you can't trust. Especially with someone who lives somewhere else. But, I am going to trust him. I know he loves me. I know he wants to be with me. And I somewhat understand why he didn't tell me, but it still wasn't right.
Anyways, everything is okay now. I found a new song that I love. I don't think Travis likes it too much, but it makes me really happy. For our 5 month ann. we went to the fair and then spent the night together. While we were watching TV we saw a video for a Leann Rimes song called "Some Poeple" and it was really sweet because the video was of her and her lover at the fair. It was pretty neat. Here are the lyrics. I love them!
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Some People - Leann Rimes
Isn't it a gamble laying your heart out on the floor? Nothing short of a miracle when you find the one you're looking for. It's another kind of trouble trying to hang on to who you are when all you wanna do is loose yourself in someone else's arms. Isn't it a wonder that we got this far.
Some people aren't lucky like us. Some people they just give up. When the hard times fall and the thrill of it all is gone. They leave you in a cloud of dust. It's sad to think that some won't find it. And others won't recognize it even when it comes. We're all at the mercy of the will of love. Some people, yeah, some people aren't lucky like us.
Two lonely souls who just stumbled into fate. Look how much we've been given babe in spite of all of our mistakes. I will never forget I'm blessed with the gift of loving you. And when the going ain't easy a little faith will pull us through. Thank God we have each other to hang on to.
But some people aren't lucky like us. Some people they just give up. When the hard times fall and the thrill of it all is gone. They leave you in a cloud of dust. It's sad to think that some won't find it. And others won't recognize it even when it comes. We're all at the mercy of the will of love. Some people, yeah, some people aren't lucky like us.
To have someone you can laugh with, someone you can cry with. Tell all your secrets to. To have someone who won't judge you, someone who just loves you. No matter what they stand beside you.
Some people aren't lucky like us. Some people they just give up. When the hard times fall and the thrill of it all is gone. They leave you in a cloud of dust. It's sad to think that some won't find it. And others won't recognize it even when it comes. We're all at the mercy of the will of love. Some people, yeah, some people aren't lucky like us.
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Here are some pictures from our trip. That is pretty much all I have to say for now.
It has been about a month since I have updated. Alot has happened, I just have not had the time to update. The weekend of the 6th, Travis and I went to Alabama with his friend Caleb for Caleb's uncles wedding. It was such an amazing trip. It really opened my eyes up to the world. That Friday night was the most amazing night I have ever had. I will remember that night as long as I live, and I hope Travis will as well. We decided that is where we would like to live. It was alot of fun. Then, last week was horrible. The worst week I have ever had since I met Travis. I kinda got upset about someone and he eventually lied to me about this person. He didn't come right out and lie, he just didn't tell me. I lost alot of trust in him. Alot. But, we had a great weekend, and we discussed what happened. I think that he understands why I was upset. I think we are going to be okay. I just hope he doesn't lie to me again. Or keep things from me again. I tell him everything, and I want him to do the same with me. That is one thing I love about our relationship, was that we could tell each other everything. That is the first time that I have had that with someone. But, apparently it wasn't as great as I thought it was. There is no way I am going to leave him because of this, but I sure hope he doesn't do it again. If I find out he is still keeping things from me, I don't know if I could trust him, therefore even be with him. I hope he understands that. You can't be with someone you can't trust. Especially with someone who lives somewhere else. But, I am going to trust him. I know he loves me. I know he wants to be with me. And I somewhat understand why he didn't tell me, but it still wasn't right.
Anyways, everything is okay now. I found a new song that I love. I don't think Travis likes it too much, but it makes me really happy. For our 5 month ann. we went to the fair and then spent the night together. While we were watching TV we saw a video for a Leann Rimes song called "Some Poeple" and it was really sweet because the video was of her and her lover at the fair. It was pretty neat. Here are the lyrics. I love them!
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Some People - Leann Rimes
Isn't it a gamble laying your heart out on the floor? Nothing short of a miracle when you find the one you're looking for. It's another kind of trouble trying to hang on to who you are when all you wanna do is loose yourself in someone else's arms. Isn't it a wonder that we got this far.
Some people aren't lucky like us. Some people they just give up. When the hard times fall and the thrill of it all is gone. They leave you in a cloud of dust. It's sad to think that some won't find it. And others won't recognize it even when it comes. We're all at the mercy of the will of love. Some people, yeah, some people aren't lucky like us.
Two lonely souls who just stumbled into fate. Look how much we've been given babe in spite of all of our mistakes. I will never forget I'm blessed with the gift of loving you. And when the going ain't easy a little faith will pull us through. Thank God we have each other to hang on to.
But some people aren't lucky like us. Some people they just give up. When the hard times fall and the thrill of it all is gone. They leave you in a cloud of dust. It's sad to think that some won't find it. And others won't recognize it even when it comes. We're all at the mercy of the will of love. Some people, yeah, some people aren't lucky like us.
To have someone you can laugh with, someone you can cry with. Tell all your secrets to. To have someone who won't judge you, someone who just loves you. No matter what they stand beside you.
Some people aren't lucky like us. Some people they just give up. When the hard times fall and the thrill of it all is gone. They leave you in a cloud of dust. It's sad to think that some won't find it. And others won't recognize it even when it comes. We're all at the mercy of the will of love. Some people, yeah, some people aren't lucky like us.
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Here are some pictures from our trip. That is pretty much all I have to say for now.