Simply Amazing!
He does so many little things for me that it is nearly impossible to keep up with them all. He takes such good care of me. I am not used to it. It blows my mind when he does little things because no one has ever treated me like he does and he doesn't understand why I get so emotional when he does those little things. Saturday night we went to a cook out and my friend Heather had to drive us down this little dirt road to get to where we were going because it was really bumpy and my car wouldn't have made it. I had to sit in his lap because there was alot of stuff in her truck. On the way back he put his had behind my back, and I kept getting thrown around because of the bumps. I am sure that it was hurting his hand getting squished between my back and the door, but he didn't care. He didn't want me to hurt my back. I thought that was so sweet!! The other day we went to the mall and had pizza. The pizza is really greasy and I always blot my pizza before I eat it. I had gotten up to go get a fork and when I got back he was blotting my pizza for me!!! He bought me a key chain that said dream on it just because I said I liked it. He does so much to make me happy. And I am happy. I can't wait to spend everyday with him. I fell asleep in his arms yesterday in Russelville and when I woke up I had to leave. I didn't want to go. I just wanted to stay right there and sleep in his arms. That is my favorite place in the world. In his arms. I feel so safe there. I don't think about anything else. Just him. I love him so much. Everytime that I see him I realize more and more that I am going to marry him. At first it was kinda a funny thing, just kinda talking about it. But, now it is real. I know I am going to marry him. I know I am going to spend the rest of my life with this guy. This perfect guy that I honestly can't find anything wrong with. This weekend will be 5 months and that will make it my longest relationship. Everytime that I bring it up he says that it is just the beginning. That there will be many many more. And I believe him. When he looks at me and says he loves me and that he wants to marry me, I can tell that he is dead serious. That he is sincere. It is the first time in my life that I believe someone, and I believe everything that he says. I trust him with everything. With my life. I can't believe that I am so lucky to have found him. To have found my soul mate. He says that he doesn't deserve me, but he is wrong. I am the one who doesn't deserve him.