Nov 28, 2004 12:24
I cant pull this off much longer... im basically playing with my life and putting it in the hands of someone else which is scary. and something even scarier.. i dunno when it happened i dont know when i turned into this person because its not who i am. Ive spent so much money and so many tears and so many scary nights driving soo far and being so scared and i dont even know what im typing about.. im just going off an a random blahhh
i know those of you who are there for me.. i do realize it and i do appreciate you all from saving my ass when things get tough... as stupid as i feel i really dont know what would have happened
so i guess what im trying to say it thanks.. for "coming to my rescue" again
UGHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhh