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been thinking too much lately. i've been on edge and/or a lot more anxious lately. i'm not sure if that's just what comes with being in school, of if it's certain things/people/situations. who knows. somedays i think it's all in my head, and some days i think im completely justified for feeling that way. i think im just completely insane.
finally got one of those facebook things. its funny because i wonder if the people who add me from burnsville actually remember me, or if they are just trying to be like oooh i have 582 facebook friends, im still as popular as i was in highschool. yea, so i might have a complex. haha. whatev.
right now i'm actually quite upset at a certain person. it makes me really upset at myself for knowing that i can feel this much anger towards that person. and also, i don't know if i even have the right to be mad. we're just not seeing eye to eye on this petty issue. i don't even want him to be like, yea you're right. i just want. ohhh i see where you're getting at.
growing up i learned that disappointment was worse than anger when it came from someone else. letting someone down is worse than making them mad.
i just don't know.
finally got one of those facebook things. its funny because i wonder if the people who add me from burnsville actually remember me, or if they are just trying to be like oooh i have 582 facebook friends, im still as popular as i was in highschool. yea, so i might have a complex. haha. whatev.
right now i'm actually quite upset at a certain person. it makes me really upset at myself for knowing that i can feel this much anger towards that person. and also, i don't know if i even have the right to be mad. we're just not seeing eye to eye on this petty issue. i don't even want him to be like, yea you're right. i just want. ohhh i see where you're getting at.
growing up i learned that disappointment was worse than anger when it came from someone else. letting someone down is worse than making them mad.
i just don't know.