Jun 20, 2005 21:35
I have assembled a list of ritorical questions about my feelings for my Flyin' Ryan Kirkpatrick... so here we go....
#1-Is this it (Strokes song...haha) could he be the one?
#2-Am I crazy for thinking like this?!?!?!
#3- Why am I letting him determine my happiness (or lack there of)
#4- Is it bad that all I wanna talk about is him or the Speedway
#5- Is he really worth my time?
#6-Why is it that everytime I'm around him I can't act like my sarcastic, wise-cracking, lovable self??? I have to act like a flaming idiot!!!
#7-How could he not know I like him??????
#8-Would I be going through this if he hadn't lost like 40lbs and gained self-confidence (reminder- I liked him just as much before as I do now)
#9-Why won't he pick the girl his mom likes the most (aka ME!!!)
#10-Is it considered stalking if you've googled him and found out were he lives... and drove the 45 minutes to find out were it is (hey,Me and Richelle were bored and wanted a roadtrip)
#11-I wonder if he likes me even a tenth of how much I like him?
#12-Will we ever end up dating???
#13-Will it ever be like it was last year, endless flirting and goofing around????
#14- I wonder if he would never date "a fat girl" (yeah I may be fat but I'm sexy as hell!!!!)
#15- It is love isn't it?!?!?!?!
Yeah I am a total crack-fiend and out of my fucking mind!!! If only he wasn't so sweet and so damn sexy!!!!!!