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I used to wonder why there are some people out there who'd much rather be alone and now I don't wonder that anymore. There are days where I'd much rather be alone, like today. I keep being blamed for something I didn't do and would never do, no matter how much respect I've lost for this person. They need to realize that enough is enough.
I wanted to say something to them, and they were right infront of me, and I looked and tears filled my eyes because I have so much respect for my bestfriend that I can't stick up for myself and tell this person how I feel because I know that what I would say wouldn't be nice. I'm angry. I am angry with everyone, myself included, because I don't have the guts to stick up for myself. I don't want to cause a big scene. I just want respect and I want everyone to know I'm not a liar.
I used to think having your friends was enough. Some days it is. Other days I find myself searching for acceptance of those around me and those that have disrespected me. I don't know why and if I could explain it, I would.
The nice ones finish last, and I used to think I wasn't nice. I used to think I was a bitch, but I guess I'm a lot nicer than I thought. I guess I have matured.
Violence is NOT the answer... and a simple "fuck you" just wouldn't suffice, so I'm stranded.
Prom is 4 days away and I'm so hesitant on going. I want to go and have fun, but I know I won't because this situation is so out of hand and awkward.
Sometimes I wonder why YOU surround yourself around people that talk about you and disrespect you as well. You are better than all of this, that I know is true. Whatever you do in life, surround yourself with positive people. If they are bringing you down, then they aren't worth your time. You know this. I hope one day this love of your life learns to trust you and respect you.
Bye.
I wanted to say something to them, and they were right infront of me, and I looked and tears filled my eyes because I have so much respect for my bestfriend that I can't stick up for myself and tell this person how I feel because I know that what I would say wouldn't be nice. I'm angry. I am angry with everyone, myself included, because I don't have the guts to stick up for myself. I don't want to cause a big scene. I just want respect and I want everyone to know I'm not a liar.
I used to think having your friends was enough. Some days it is. Other days I find myself searching for acceptance of those around me and those that have disrespected me. I don't know why and if I could explain it, I would.
The nice ones finish last, and I used to think I wasn't nice. I used to think I was a bitch, but I guess I'm a lot nicer than I thought. I guess I have matured.
Violence is NOT the answer... and a simple "fuck you" just wouldn't suffice, so I'm stranded.
Prom is 4 days away and I'm so hesitant on going. I want to go and have fun, but I know I won't because this situation is so out of hand and awkward.
Sometimes I wonder why YOU surround yourself around people that talk about you and disrespect you as well. You are better than all of this, that I know is true. Whatever you do in life, surround yourself with positive people. If they are bringing you down, then they aren't worth your time. You know this. I hope one day this love of your life learns to trust you and respect you.
Bye.