Oct 11, 2004 00:14
Life is pretty boring right now. Don't really have time to go out and have fun and just relax. School and work consumes most of my time. I have the worst schedules.. in school and work. And what's really starting to piss me off is working Sunday mornings at 6am. AaAHhHhHH!! I can never go out saturday nights and I miss so much. I mean.. I can go out.. and I used to and come home like 2 or 3 in the morning. But then I'd be so tired at work and I would hate it with a passion. So now I choose not to go out and it sucks. (sigh) I feel like my life is passing me by and I'm not living it up. I just wish I was a dancer already or a director or a performer...just something that I like to do... and be rich so I wouldn't have to worry about anything and just have FUN!! AnYwAys.......
I'm becoming more religious lately. I thank God every night for everything. I'm starting to pray a little here and there. And I've just been thinking a lot about it lately.
-Friday I saw "Raise Your Voice" (the new Hilary Duff movie) with Heather and Tiffany. Surprisingly, it was actually pretty good for a DUFF movie.
-Today was Beat Street. We rehearsed for Art in the Park.. which I don't really feel like doing cuz it's for stupid little kids that don't even care what we're singing about. And we're doing songs like "All That Jazz" and "Rhythm of Life". We should be doing like Barney songs or something.. something they'll actually understand. And we perform on a SIDEWALK. I think it's a waste of time. I was planning to work that afternoon cuz I took off that night to go to Homecoming. But since I'm such a nice guy... I'm not gonna work..and lose money..cuz I know they need me. (sigh)
What I'm looking forward to:
-Homecoming
-Hotel room after homecoming
-Halloween costume party