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I know I'm seriously over weight and need to get into shape.
I don't need the whole world to tell me.
For some reason the people in this family have started treating me as if I'm Krystle.
In other words they have started treating me badly.
The only thing is, I think I have established this point well enough, I am not Krystle.
Every one tells her you need to gain some self confidence and right after that they tell her she's stupid and all this crap.
Well, sometimes you need to change for others to change.
She tries to get up and they just knock her back down.
Well, the thing is, I set my lines. I tell people this is the boundary where you are not allowed to cross because at this point you just have no authority over who I am. This is where I cut you off and tell you to shut your mouth. There is feedback and judgment and you just crossed the line between the two. Prepare to get your head bitten off.
Gina has no conception of this line. But again, I'm not Krystle. Plain and simple it's my problem. I know the reality of my situation; you can judge me all you want, but don't think that its going to make any difference on my decision in the end. "I'm telling you this for your own good" is not for my own good. It's because you feel the need to express your opinion and you think that everyone needs to care.
For my own good would be like "Hey, Ashley, what are you doing right now? Let's go walking." But if all you're going to do is tell me how fat I am and offer me some pills to take I'll pass... On all of it, the lecture and the quick fix. As quick as it fixes the problem is as quick as the problem comes back. No thank you.
Well, obviously my little rant up there meant I had it out with Gina. She backed off because in the end no matter what she says it doesn't change who I am. And I'm not going to change for her to think of me in a better way. I only change for myself. Obviously, I change my attitude some times when other people call me on my poor attitude, but I don't change how I look or my beliefs for anyone other than myself.
This is really long.
Well, here's some nice news.
Princess and Josie are still alive and kicking.
No more of my fishies have died. I think I'm going to get Gandhi a girlfriend.
I start work either Wednesday or Friday.
I'm two points away from an A in Nutrition.
I have an A in compy class and an A in Humanities (I already took it so that's not a huge surprise xD)
And a B in psychology. There's a test Friday and if I can pull an A I will be really happy. She drops the lowest
grade, so it's like that D never existed. *studying my butt off*
>.>
My birdie learned how to say the word "pee", which was very odd. I spend a whole year trying to teach her a word and nothing. Then she goes and picks up the word "pee". My pets are so weird, but I love them.
I don't need the whole world to tell me.
For some reason the people in this family have started treating me as if I'm Krystle.
In other words they have started treating me badly.
The only thing is, I think I have established this point well enough, I am not Krystle.
Every one tells her you need to gain some self confidence and right after that they tell her she's stupid and all this crap.
Well, sometimes you need to change for others to change.
She tries to get up and they just knock her back down.
Well, the thing is, I set my lines. I tell people this is the boundary where you are not allowed to cross because at this point you just have no authority over who I am. This is where I cut you off and tell you to shut your mouth. There is feedback and judgment and you just crossed the line between the two. Prepare to get your head bitten off.
Gina has no conception of this line. But again, I'm not Krystle. Plain and simple it's my problem. I know the reality of my situation; you can judge me all you want, but don't think that its going to make any difference on my decision in the end. "I'm telling you this for your own good" is not for my own good. It's because you feel the need to express your opinion and you think that everyone needs to care.
For my own good would be like "Hey, Ashley, what are you doing right now? Let's go walking." But if all you're going to do is tell me how fat I am and offer me some pills to take I'll pass... On all of it, the lecture and the quick fix. As quick as it fixes the problem is as quick as the problem comes back. No thank you.
Well, obviously my little rant up there meant I had it out with Gina. She backed off because in the end no matter what she says it doesn't change who I am. And I'm not going to change for her to think of me in a better way. I only change for myself. Obviously, I change my attitude some times when other people call me on my poor attitude, but I don't change how I look or my beliefs for anyone other than myself.
This is really long.
Well, here's some nice news.
Princess and Josie are still alive and kicking.
No more of my fishies have died. I think I'm going to get Gandhi a girlfriend.
I start work either Wednesday or Friday.
I'm two points away from an A in Nutrition.
I have an A in compy class and an A in Humanities (I already took it so that's not a huge surprise xD)
And a B in psychology. There's a test Friday and if I can pull an A I will be really happy. She drops the lowest
grade, so it's like that D never existed. *studying my butt off*
>.>
My birdie learned how to say the word "pee", which was very odd. I spend a whole year trying to teach her a word and nothing. Then she goes and picks up the word "pee". My pets are so weird, but I love them.