boring day...fun night
today i woke up at like 12:30 ( not as late as normal) then jenn called me we talked for a while then she was just like im just going to come over so i was like ok so she walked over the whole 3 houses and we hung out for a while talked kah-razy** stuff about handcuffing (put name here) to by closet and (put name here) dying of starvation cause my mom forgot to feed it..lol...fun times then she left cuase shes stupid and went off and got a job and now she works all the time....all my friends have jobs except for me and it really sucks cause now when i want to hang out everyone is working! my mom called my school today to ask for my grades on my finals and regents to see if i have to go to summer school or not they got really angry at her and wouldnt tell her they said she has to talk to my guidence counslour ( i dont think my school relizes that kids go to camp and they need to know if they have to go to summer school BEFORE they leave for camp) i dont know my mom says that i am going to leave for camp and 2 days after i get there she is going to have to pick me up to go home and go to summer school my dad says that once im up at camp im not leaving and i will take the class over next year i told him i didnt want to do that cause i will be stuck in high school forever and he said well would you rather go to camp or go to summer school (what good parent in there right mind would give there child a choice like that i dont get it) so i guess im going to camp..i leave for camp in 5 days im kinda get nervous and upset at the same time cause im really really going to miss all of my friends, we hang out like every day i never stay home and its going to be weird not seeing them for 6 weeks my mom is picking me up early to go to warped tour today she said she may pick me up even earliar cuse she doesnt think one day before warped tour is enough for me (and frankly i dont either) then im getting nervous cause i dont know anyone that is going to camp this summer and i am going to have to meet all new people (im good at that but something feels weird about this year) this isnt the first year ive gone to this camp with out knowing anyone...then when i get up there i have to audition and i dont know what im auditioning with yet...i dont mind what the directors say cause im not going to see them again but as for Bruce Bider he is my high school musical director and he also directs at my camp when i have a good audition i can leave a good impression for casting next year at high school.....im really really excited to take guitar lessons up there my unle is letting me take his acoustic guitar cause mine is a piece of shit and i really hope i catch onto it and am any good i have taken a few lessons before and i wasnt that bad (but that was in my jappy days when i had fake nails trying to play the guitar it didnt work right) i was thinking tonight and when i come back form camp at the end of the summer i think i want to have a few bands play in my backyard it isnt that big but i think we can manage i dont know yet if i really want to but a part of me does i dont know why ::ok that was random:: this whole packing for camp this is a BITCH i am packing by myself and no one will help me my mom refuses and she wont let my aunt help me and my dad has benn taking me shopping for the past week so i feel bad asking him to help me pack also, between writing my name on EVERYTHING and folding everything so that it fits in my trunk its not easy work and then i have the whole problem with "im going to forget something i know i am" well watever my dad says if i forget something he can bring it up to me when he visits me...ok its really late and tomorrow is a busy day filled with more shopping and seeing my aunts and cousins! bye!