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i feel really lonley right now.. havent felt this way in a long time.. but i swear ihave this overwelming feeling that everything is going to change i dont know why but i just do .. people are getting boyfriends and girlfriends .. friends are going separate ways ... people dont like other people .. awkwardness is getting to us.. and everyone is growing up .. im stuck in the same place... just like always.. i know this is weird but i really want amanda to talk to right now... or someone... i really am feeling horrible... i hate this..
plus im broke.. not getting by at all .. my family cant help..
and ya know what i dont think ive cried in front of any of my best friends ever! i look at all of my other friends the've cried... is there something wrong with me..
seriously i feel like i cant tell any of my friends anything because i dont want to burden them with helpless crap... soo i wont.. ever. but i m going to explode one day...
plus im broke.. not getting by at all .. my family cant help..
and ya know what i dont think ive cried in front of any of my best friends ever! i look at all of my other friends the've cried... is there something wrong with me..
seriously i feel like i cant tell any of my friends anything because i dont want to burden them with helpless crap... soo i wont.. ever. but i m going to explode one day...