uuugh
okay i hate school... cuz yeah i have
so
much
work
to
do.
and so yeah i hate it.. like i go there everymorning and just dred it.. sure their are highlights.. like seeing toni everysingle passing period.. and then the mornings when i get to hang out with all my loves! <3.. and there is health with michaeeel! and geo with maddy.. though we dont sit ANYWHERE near eachother.. and yeah other classes with good people.. but still like the whole CLASS part i hate about it... maybe i try to hard.. honestly.. cuz i mean i get good grades i think.. and i try so hard and it seems like i try to hard.. i dont even know what im talking about.. maybe this is just an excuse to myself to stop studying so hard.. or caring SO much about getting 100 on every test.. cuz especially in bio it makes me so mad b.c im not used to NOT getting something b.c i somehow always think it out and get it.. but this year in this damn enriched bio i feel so dumb.. everyone is all like nodding their head when hes talking about nuclaeic acid in RNA generating protein enzymes.. or some shit.. haha i made that up but i remember something of the sort.. and i mean especially all these freshman get it.. im like HOW DO U GET IT.. maybe its cuz we did biology in 8th grade.. and like the 9th grade physics gap got us thrown off guard.. who am i kidding . us?.. no its just me.. i feel so dumb and secluded in that class.. i mean greco and alex like slack off and laugh the whole class and copy mine and lauren n brians awnsers.. yet greco is getting a high B on the test.. and alex a C.. and me? why a D! siigh.. anyways i have a history test and this LJ has motivated me not to study.. im like "i know this shit" so why dont i trust myself.. i keep going back to look at it.. to try to FURTHER understand what i already know.
wow.. noone read that ^^^ ... that is so dumb i cant belive i just bitched about that
so n e who.. today after school was greeeat! ... meg missed her bus and ride from the moritz-inater and i didnt wanna go home alone cuz yeah it would b pointless n boring so me toni n meg all went over to tonis! haha yey thats always the best time.. for serious.. i love tonis house i feel like its my house without my annoying mom especially... and its like tonis house is so comferting and YEY.. all the time haha.. thanks toni for making me a semi-resident! haha .. wow.. okay so yeah us three went dt to noodles! haha i got the Thai noodles.. mmm mmm goooood. MEG KNOWS! haha i made her try it.. again and again cuz its really good.. DONT WORRY .. it doesnt beat the mac n cheese.. its just something different to get for a change.. yeah n e ways so then we walked to walgreens.. and toni got icecream... meg got chocolate.. and i got Bubble tape? haha i hadnt had that in SO long it was insane.. and i was like 25c. HELLS YEAH.. so yeah i got it and yum but ick.. cuz it kinda gives me stomach aches.. like all gum.. weird.. maybe its cuz im not swallowing.. idk haha .. anyways.. so then we got back n meg left.. then me n toni just chit chatted about random stuffff and then i went hommie.
then i studyed
then did hw
then more hw.
then well... studyed again
and not i stopped cuz it was getting rediculous...
ive decided that bio is the only class i will b studying for unless its like a BIG BIG test..
meh
*nicole.
::off to dream::
oh yeah, i had a dream about kyle... again.. =/.. that damn kid needs to sign on... hes prolly grounded.. what a loser.... (<3?) NEVER. eh.