The worst dream
Background of what happened before I went to sleep:
I had a really good day with derrick, but it was ruined very easily. It doesn't bother me that he wants to spend time with his friend Sarah, I trust him... But the fact that I KNOW he will be spending more time with here then me :( (am I too selfish to be angry about that?) she's comming back into town today..so it has begun. Also I was there until around midnight, and his friend Brian called him - then asked me if I minded if he dropped me off early..no, I didn't mind, BUT he wanted to drop me off early so that he could go and hang out with him!! That is what pushed me over the edge.
The actual dream:
My entire live was deformed and bizzar. It started off with Derrick cheating on me, I went into another depression and really fell hard into a shit storm. All of my friends were addicted to this weird drug, then since I didn't give a shit about my life, I started using it the most. "going to work" was the weirdest part, instead of there being the regular registers in the front..each cashier was in a protective wood and glass box. The other weird thing is that we could only go so far back in the store, like the back half of the store was off limits. Anywho..long story sort, I woke up in clod sweats because at the end of the dream, I died..I dont know how, but I did... the only thing that really bothered me, was I wasn't worried or sad about the ending...
I had a really good day with derrick, but it was ruined very easily. It doesn't bother me that he wants to spend time with his friend Sarah, I trust him... But the fact that I KNOW he will be spending more time with here then me :( (am I too selfish to be angry about that?) she's comming back into town today..so it has begun. Also I was there until around midnight, and his friend Brian called him - then asked me if I minded if he dropped me off early..no, I didn't mind, BUT he wanted to drop me off early so that he could go and hang out with him!! That is what pushed me over the edge.
The actual dream:
My entire live was deformed and bizzar. It started off with Derrick cheating on me, I went into another depression and really fell hard into a shit storm. All of my friends were addicted to this weird drug, then since I didn't give a shit about my life, I started using it the most. "going to work" was the weirdest part, instead of there being the regular registers in the front..each cashier was in a protective wood and glass box. The other weird thing is that we could only go so far back in the store, like the back half of the store was off limits. Anywho..long story sort, I woke up in clod sweats because at the end of the dream, I died..I dont know how, but I did... the only thing that really bothered me, was I wasn't worried or sad about the ending...