Mar 19, 2007 18:49
So, my life never ceases to amaze me. Lately, I've realized that I'm so different than I was. I used to be free spirited and careless. I now worry all the time. About stupid shit.
I guess its called "Growing Up."
I'm just not who I was.
Hopefully I'm not who I'm going to be.
What can a person do with a degree in Vocal Performance? Perform?
I don't want to perform. I'm ridiculously against it.
I wish I could have the balls to go out on a stage without an inhibitions and just sing and be pleased with my performance. It won't ever happen.
I'm depressed.
I want to go into the music business/industry. I want to produce/master records. I want to scout bands. I want to be a part of the soundboard and help write songs and coach vocals for performers. I want to be a voice therapist and a coach. I want to basically manage the production for a record company.
how do you go to college for that?
can you just get into that business? no.
oh well.