May 24, 2006 15:23
why is it so easy to fuck up your life?
i'm not stupid, actually i consider myself to be smart, nothing is wrong wtih me, i have goals...
why the fuck can't i reach them.
because of my shitty ass grades this past semester i have cut out the occupation i wanted most.
i wanted to be a doctor, but there is no way that i can raise my grades to a 3.8.
no way.
especially with all of the pre-reqs for med school.
goodbye to my dreams of being a pediatrician.
i've fucked up.
I should be a doctor....
but i've given up.
I FUCKED UP...i hate myself.