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so CPL is laying downstairs sleeping and I'm wide awake because today was so much to take in. first of all... I was pissed at him from about 9 this morning to 4:45 this afternoon. I didn't want him to think that my life just revolved around him and that my plans were completely working around his schedule... I was being stubborn obviously. He got home late from his golf game and Pat, Holly, and I were waiting for him. We went upstairs. Discussed, worked things out and then kissed to make up. He told me on Thursday night to remind him to tell me something when I got here today. So many things ran through my mind and I didn't know if it was serious or just like a casual remark he couldn't think of at the time. But we sat on his bed, I read a little note that he wrote me so he wouldn't mess up the words - looked in his eyes and he said "I love you".
The same boy who refused to be in a relationship 5 months ago because he didn't want to hurt me or do anything wrong looked at me tonight around 5 and told me he had fallen in love with me and said I love you.
And the reason he was so late getting home?
he bought me a teddy bear from build-a-bear. He named her "Squeaker" and she has chestnut blonde fur, brown eyes, and there are 2 little pink bows in front of her ears. So cute. I've never been given a teddy bear before so I am ecstatic.
I got to see Holly...I love her so so much. I'll be so sad when it finally hits me that we won't be living on the third floor of Shepard in a triple with Anjuli. But I will definitely be up to visit. Thank goodness.
PsychoBitch aka Maria... called him like 15 times today and I finally picked up the phone to hear "who's this? oh sorry I have the wrong number" so I texted her and let her know that I wasn't gunna stop her from being friends with CPL but that she need to grow up and act her age. Apparently I'm his "little friend" or "so called girlfriend"... I hate her. She's going down one of these days.
And last night (friday night) was INSANE!!! Camp staff parties can't be beat. I'll write more about that later.
But I finally know in my heart that I'm not just "in butterflies".
I'm in love. And I can tell him anytime I want to. :o)
The same boy who refused to be in a relationship 5 months ago because he didn't want to hurt me or do anything wrong looked at me tonight around 5 and told me he had fallen in love with me and said I love you.
And the reason he was so late getting home?
he bought me a teddy bear from build-a-bear. He named her "Squeaker" and she has chestnut blonde fur, brown eyes, and there are 2 little pink bows in front of her ears. So cute. I've never been given a teddy bear before so I am ecstatic.
I got to see Holly...I love her so so much. I'll be so sad when it finally hits me that we won't be living on the third floor of Shepard in a triple with Anjuli. But I will definitely be up to visit. Thank goodness.
PsychoBitch aka Maria... called him like 15 times today and I finally picked up the phone to hear "who's this? oh sorry I have the wrong number" so I texted her and let her know that I wasn't gunna stop her from being friends with CPL but that she need to grow up and act her age. Apparently I'm his "little friend" or "so called girlfriend"... I hate her. She's going down one of these days.
And last night (friday night) was INSANE!!! Camp staff parties can't be beat. I'll write more about that later.
But I finally know in my heart that I'm not just "in butterflies".
I'm in love. And I can tell him anytime I want to. :o)