dreaming
I dreamt i was with Andrea, and this guy she has a crush on, Chris. We were leaving her mother's house, we were sad b/c we'd miss it...and it was really a combination of my house in austin and hermother's house.
For some reason. i was sitting behind chris, like in the drivers seat behind him. it was a really big seat...and we were in a black camaro...standard. Andrea was in the Passenger seat. It was her car, and there was someone in the back seat, but i can't remember who...and we were all amazed that Chris was getting to drive.
We were leaving to go to the hospital, b/c i had been in a car wreck and couldn't remember anything but my name "Mouse".
Chris is actually in dental school, and that's where we went, but it's right next to the Baylor hospital complex..so they took me there.
Thurston, this guy i worked with at Lowe's came and took my blood...from my forearm.
I was scared, and the pen thing he used to draw blood he marked on me with, making black, red, and blue dots on me to scare me into thinking he was poking me all over with this thing.
The rooms were all full. so they had me out in the waiting area on a bed. People would come to see me, and they were all sad, b/c i didn't know them. or me. I was getting flowers, but then a nurse would come in and take them, saying i didn't deserve them because i didn't know anything anyways. So she'd go give them to someone else.
Chris came back in and told me i didn't have amnesia, b/c i still remembered my name. Andrea tried to tell him that i didn't. i just remembered Mouse. And he said that was Good enough. He said that the first person that could identify me as Mouse, other than him and Andrea i would go home with. People came in and visited, but they called me other names. Lou was out in the hall arguing that i should come home, but he kept calling me pumpkin. Rick tried to take me home too, but he just kept calling me "Mandy friend". Then Reggie came in with a bunch of people from #psi_palatium. He said "We want our Mouse. We'll take better care of her than y'all will." And Star, and Rhy, and Oros, and GB, and Z and Mushou and Naito followed Reggie into the Room. I was scared because i couldn't remember all these people. But Reggie had brought Spence, my stuffed mouse with him...and i remembered that. Naito picked me up out of bed and licked my cheek, then said i was going home.
We were driving home in several cars. We would stop and Naito would take me out of one car and put me in another. The people in each car would talk to me. Naito would hold my hand the whole time, and write down what everyone said, so i could read it later to help remember.
I started crying because everyone was so nice, but i had no idea who they were and i wanted to fit in so bad.
I woke up crying. :/
For some reason. i was sitting behind chris, like in the drivers seat behind him. it was a really big seat...and we were in a black camaro...standard. Andrea was in the Passenger seat. It was her car, and there was someone in the back seat, but i can't remember who...and we were all amazed that Chris was getting to drive.
We were leaving to go to the hospital, b/c i had been in a car wreck and couldn't remember anything but my name "Mouse".
Chris is actually in dental school, and that's where we went, but it's right next to the Baylor hospital complex..so they took me there.
Thurston, this guy i worked with at Lowe's came and took my blood...from my forearm.
I was scared, and the pen thing he used to draw blood he marked on me with, making black, red, and blue dots on me to scare me into thinking he was poking me all over with this thing.
The rooms were all full. so they had me out in the waiting area on a bed. People would come to see me, and they were all sad, b/c i didn't know them. or me. I was getting flowers, but then a nurse would come in and take them, saying i didn't deserve them because i didn't know anything anyways. So she'd go give them to someone else.
Chris came back in and told me i didn't have amnesia, b/c i still remembered my name. Andrea tried to tell him that i didn't. i just remembered Mouse. And he said that was Good enough. He said that the first person that could identify me as Mouse, other than him and Andrea i would go home with. People came in and visited, but they called me other names. Lou was out in the hall arguing that i should come home, but he kept calling me pumpkin. Rick tried to take me home too, but he just kept calling me "Mandy friend". Then Reggie came in with a bunch of people from #psi_palatium. He said "We want our Mouse. We'll take better care of her than y'all will." And Star, and Rhy, and Oros, and GB, and Z and Mushou and Naito followed Reggie into the Room. I was scared because i couldn't remember all these people. But Reggie had brought Spence, my stuffed mouse with him...and i remembered that. Naito picked me up out of bed and licked my cheek, then said i was going home.
We were driving home in several cars. We would stop and Naito would take me out of one car and put me in another. The people in each car would talk to me. Naito would hold my hand the whole time, and write down what everyone said, so i could read it later to help remember.
I started crying because everyone was so nice, but i had no idea who they were and i wanted to fit in so bad.
I woke up crying. :/