The ponderance of it all...
I couldn't wait until the end of the school year, and now that it's here, I've been thinking... is this really what I want? Naturally, it's what every student thrives for. Graduation! Parties! Spring break! Independence!
I'll admit, I'm kinda disappointed. Things haven't exactly been care-free around here. My parents still think they can control every aspect of my life, but what I want and what they want are usually at odds. Their stubbornness endangers my freedom! Plus, I still don't know which college to choose; at this point, I view college as yet another obstacle in my pursuit of happiness, another four years of obligatory boredom. The only reason I want to go away is because I want out. Hell, if all I wanted was a decent education, I'd go to Oakland. But I want out, damn it!
However, I don't want to leave Krys. As cheesy/romantic as I sound, I'm going to miss him so much. But I'll leave the mushiness for a different entry, closer to August...
So this is what I've been thinking about. College, my future, my independence, yada yada yada. It's quite overwhelming.