Breakning down the walls
I think I just need to break down all my walls and just let it run where it wants. Im SO sick of doubting you. I want to believe you but when you've been through what I have, Its hard.I know that I question everything and its because I want to make sure people arent trying to hurt me(which they do anyway). I dont wanna be the stupid girl anymore. I know Im a good person but there is SO much past with you and her . I just dont want you to take my heart again and decide you made a mistake and hand my heart back to me in more pieces that before. Im just to the point of not caring about before, wiping the slate clean. But I think that will be hard. I just wanna know whats going on in your head, so I can decide if I can let you into mine all the way.