long time, no entry
Oh, I know I haven't written anything in a long time.
We had our last performance of the play today. It was pretty amazing. I had a lot of fun.
Being at the cast party though really throws into sharp realization of what I do not have, a group of friends I can just hang out with and be crazy. During dinner I kind of just sat there and tried to make small talk, but it really wasn't working. Afterwards we had some sort of weird get together in the middle of the Village Inn parking lot, and it was pretty amazing. Then we finally drove home and sat in the parking lot while dancing and singing to music on the radio. A couple people were dancing on the roofs of their cars. Pretty exciting. I actually had fun with a group of people. And even more amazing, it probably doesn't sound amazing to whomever is reading this but when our "group" split to go home, I actually had someone say goodbye to me. How amazing is that. I don't ever recall leaving a group of people and having someone say goodbye. I've always just departed without any words being said to me. That's really all I have to say about that.
So as I sit here now, messing with my eye make-up from the play, namely the sparkles all over, I don't really know what to say or think. I wonder if these people will talk to me now since the play is over.
All I have left to worry about it Large Group Contest. "Ride" is a pretty amazing song, I hope we can pull it off.
As graduation draws ever closer, I start wondering whether I have done my best in high school. There were a lot of thing I could have done that I didn't. I suppose I could have spent more time with people. I suppose I could have tried harder in class. I wonder what I would have been like if I had spent more time with some of these people at school. I wonder what I'll be like in the future.
Pharmacy is not for me. I think it's too boring. I need something spunkier. More spunky? I don't know. Just something different. Spicy.
I spent some time in a car tonight travelling to Village Inn with two of the most intellectually stimulating girls I think I have ever met. I wish I knew them better.
We had our last performance of the play today. It was pretty amazing. I had a lot of fun.
Being at the cast party though really throws into sharp realization of what I do not have, a group of friends I can just hang out with and be crazy. During dinner I kind of just sat there and tried to make small talk, but it really wasn't working. Afterwards we had some sort of weird get together in the middle of the Village Inn parking lot, and it was pretty amazing. Then we finally drove home and sat in the parking lot while dancing and singing to music on the radio. A couple people were dancing on the roofs of their cars. Pretty exciting. I actually had fun with a group of people. And even more amazing, it probably doesn't sound amazing to whomever is reading this but when our "group" split to go home, I actually had someone say goodbye to me. How amazing is that. I don't ever recall leaving a group of people and having someone say goodbye. I've always just departed without any words being said to me. That's really all I have to say about that.
So as I sit here now, messing with my eye make-up from the play, namely the sparkles all over, I don't really know what to say or think. I wonder if these people will talk to me now since the play is over.
All I have left to worry about it Large Group Contest. "Ride" is a pretty amazing song, I hope we can pull it off.
As graduation draws ever closer, I start wondering whether I have done my best in high school. There were a lot of thing I could have done that I didn't. I suppose I could have spent more time with people. I suppose I could have tried harder in class. I wonder what I would have been like if I had spent more time with some of these people at school. I wonder what I'll be like in the future.
Pharmacy is not for me. I think it's too boring. I need something spunkier. More spunky? I don't know. Just something different. Spicy.
I spent some time in a car tonight travelling to Village Inn with two of the most intellectually stimulating girls I think I have ever met. I wish I knew them better.