Everything is messed up...almost everything
So I'll start with the good news. So I am going to prom this year! yay! With the best date ever...mike! Im really excited!! Hurray!!
Now I'll go onto the pretty darn crappy news. My group of friends is completely falling apart. Everyone can say it won't, but the truth is...it is going to fall apart before we graduate from LT..if not before this school year is over. People say I am to blame for blaming a few of my friends bfs well...hmm...Im glad to hear this...especially since they know my reasoning I guess. (sarcasm) Listen...peoples bf's have been asses to me...yea...I can get past that. However, this has affected my friendships with people obviosly...they think I am in turn mad at them...but they dont realize I havent been in good moods. Its awkward around most of my friends...so that sucks. I feel like with some of my friends that our 5 year friendship has meant nothing. Half of my friends are dating people that dont like me...and other people worship the people that dont like me...and the rest of them are on my side...feeling isolated and alone. And to clear up an issue right now...when someone puts signs on ur yard as a joke...its funny. When someone does it to be a jerk, to piss the person off...then thats different...I thank my mom for pointing that one out to me. I dont really know who will be coming to my house anymore...since one person isnt allowed I have heard that other people might not even come anymore. Everything is falling apart...and all I can do is watch it happen. Its inevitable at this point.
Quote:
"There are things about your childhood you hold onto, because they were so much a part of you: the places you went, the people you know." - The Wonder Years
Now I'll go onto the pretty darn crappy news. My group of friends is completely falling apart. Everyone can say it won't, but the truth is...it is going to fall apart before we graduate from LT..if not before this school year is over. People say I am to blame for blaming a few of my friends bfs well...hmm...Im glad to hear this...especially since they know my reasoning I guess. (sarcasm) Listen...peoples bf's have been asses to me...yea...I can get past that. However, this has affected my friendships with people obviosly...they think I am in turn mad at them...but they dont realize I havent been in good moods. Its awkward around most of my friends...so that sucks. I feel like with some of my friends that our 5 year friendship has meant nothing. Half of my friends are dating people that dont like me...and other people worship the people that dont like me...and the rest of them are on my side...feeling isolated and alone. And to clear up an issue right now...when someone puts signs on ur yard as a joke...its funny. When someone does it to be a jerk, to piss the person off...then thats different...I thank my mom for pointing that one out to me. I dont really know who will be coming to my house anymore...since one person isnt allowed I have heard that other people might not even come anymore. Everything is falling apart...and all I can do is watch it happen. Its inevitable at this point.
Quote:
"There are things about your childhood you hold onto, because they were so much a part of you: the places you went, the people you know." - The Wonder Years