Jan 25, 2005 17:10
i really miss san diego. i really miss my friends. i feel like everytime i go to call ppl the list gets smaller and smaller because im losing all these friends i havnt talked to in so long. any the ones i do talk to i have no idea what is going on in there lives and i havnt shared any experiances with them lately so its like where not really even friends. long distant relationships just dont ever work. romantic or otherwise. and now i have my cyt friends here i will miss them SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much. but will VISIT! oh shit i turned into one of those people who are all uuuhhh im depressed on my livejournal. but im really not sad just disapointed that this didnt turn out the way i planned and i cant be two different places at once.