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Hey everyone well what can i say im on christmas break as of now. no returning to school till 3 2007 ( which im so excited) okay so really their is like a whole bunch of crap happening while im on break okay!. lets see Tomorrow im sleeping (WOO) im sited. hahaha!. well anyways thursday chads comin over thank god. i got to see him today an was with him from 12 to 9 and i miss him really bad (i love him so much) and then Saturday is our 5 month anny-- which i think hes going with me out to eat. And then the 24th im going to my aunts house to eat and then 25th (christmas) chads coming over and we are watching the game which im totally excited about. I love that boy with all my heart.. hes the best thing that has ever happen to me.. he means more to me than life itself.. im crazy over him.. i cant believe 5 months i mean their here and then gone i mean i really cant but its been the best ever.. i mean hes the best boyfriend i could have ever gotten.. and i mean i love his kisses i love the look he gets in his eyes when he looks at me and when he talks to me... --  i never wanna lose him-- he means everything.. hes my best friend... my lover boy.. and my heart.. i couldnt want anyone else beside him.. hes amazing.. and i cant wait to be his wife. i ll just let everyone know .. i cant.-- when me and him dont have to be away from each other all the time. I just wanna lay in his arms forever.. i feel so safe an so peaceful their.. i love how me an him share each others thoughts an we laugh 24/7  and we know each other like a book.. i love the way we can talk to each other an we arent just sittin their.. kisses like 24/7 we talk.. and he makes my life 10 times better.. without him in my life i honestly dont know where id be with out him i mean i dont even wanna think about that.. hes been my rock to lean on when i felt bad.. an my shoulder to cry on when i needed one.. an he loves me unconditionally --- i honestly never thought id find someone who would love me for me.. an not want something that i couldnt give..i mean he respects that i wanna wait till marriage and he loves me for Me -- i mean yeah im crazy at times an can be so mean .. but he looks at me an says baby i still love you.. and i can look so crappy and feel bad too and he says baby your so beautifull... and god i love you-- everytime i hear those words.. on the inside i think of how blessed i am to have a boyfriend like him.. i never thought love would come my way again.. for the longest time i hated love because i was hurting an depressed.. i forced myself everyday to smile.. an not one person noticed--- but with him. when im sad he knows.. he can look in my eyes an say baby whats wrong an i cant lie to him .. i can try but that never works.. cause he knows me.. an i have always wanted a boyfriend who wants to know me.. i mean everything.. and still love me.. ( I love you chad michael piccione more than you will ever know.. and if something happens to us.. i mean anything i promise to always love you.. and ill always wanna be with you.. and stand by your side.. and never leave you!.. Which i know we are gonna make it and .. babee i cant wait to say yes.. i really cant.. --- !! You rock my world!! I love you with all that i am!!

Well i hope everyone has a good christmas break and everything i know i will ill be with my babee mostly!!

I LOVE YOU CHAD MICHAEL PICCIONE
07.23.06