Why am I so wimpy?
Uh I hate myself sometimes. I want to call or write something but I'm too chicken. I don't want anyone to be annoyed by me or feel weird, which they shouldn't anyway. I just want to hang out with him because I thought he was fun. But I won't call or write. Why would someone want to hang out with a pregnant girl anyway when they can hang out with someone who isn't pregnant and can go out and have fun?
I'm so lonely right now. Eddy is here finishing the crib. I really hope it's done by tomorrow. Kendra sent me 20 bucks in the mail. I miss her. :( She's the closest thing I have to "mom" here in Oregon.
Uhhhhh, I hate this feeling. I need a hug, and cuddles.
I'm so lonely right now. Eddy is here finishing the crib. I really hope it's done by tomorrow. Kendra sent me 20 bucks in the mail. I miss her. :( She's the closest thing I have to "mom" here in Oregon.
Uhhhhh, I hate this feeling. I need a hug, and cuddles.