wow what a life!
anyways...this is my second journl on this site...we'll see if i can keep this one up.
wow...so life is so very BLEH rite now. It feels like I have been lulled into this complacent mood where nothing bothers me...but it does all the same. kno wat I mean? its like I dont care wat goes on around me but i really do-but my emotions dont change. like my friends do what they want and it seems like they only call me when they want or need something-which should bother me right? well it doesnt-i'm just happy that they call lol. i get frustrated with thube...but i dont do anything about it-which is not like me. the strongest reaction i've had to anything lately is when i read lare's online diary about wat she would change about her friends...and for me she said she would change my past so it wouldn't haunt me-and i just started crying. i never looked at it like that and it hit a nerve-HARD. anyways...this is a weird mood for me...but i kind of like it-nothing affects me like it used to and I like it. i dont react so strongly to stuff...ok well i'm gone for now...hopefully i will remember that I have this and what the password is.
PS. TONY IS GAY...quit bitching and pay the freakin $10!!!!
wow...so life is so very BLEH rite now. It feels like I have been lulled into this complacent mood where nothing bothers me...but it does all the same. kno wat I mean? its like I dont care wat goes on around me but i really do-but my emotions dont change. like my friends do what they want and it seems like they only call me when they want or need something-which should bother me right? well it doesnt-i'm just happy that they call lol. i get frustrated with thube...but i dont do anything about it-which is not like me. the strongest reaction i've had to anything lately is when i read lare's online diary about wat she would change about her friends...and for me she said she would change my past so it wouldn't haunt me-and i just started crying. i never looked at it like that and it hit a nerve-HARD. anyways...this is a weird mood for me...but i kind of like it-nothing affects me like it used to and I like it. i dont react so strongly to stuff...ok well i'm gone for now...hopefully i will remember that I have this and what the password is.
PS. TONY IS GAY...quit bitching and pay the freakin $10!!!!