youre only as happy as you make yourself

[luckie_x_star]

last nite i went over some of mikes letters
it brought me back to a time when he was so in love with me and nothing was more important and i was confused with what he was to me and if i could love him like that
and i did i fell and he caught me and things were nice
but just as quickly as i had fallen it all fell apart
i knew him for about 2 years and we never had a fight not even an arguement but i cant remember how that feels
that feeling that ive been trying to hold on to i dont even have a memory of it anymore
so its over and i believe that if something is meant to happen it will in the long run.