Gross.
Thanks to mig, who admittedly gets a kick out of reading my journal from start to end when he's bored, got me sifting through my old tabulas and old lj entries dating to 2005 onwards. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH i hate the way i sounded like 4 years ago! such a kid!!! so insecure, naive, stupid, wide eyed... bitching and writing about every stupid mundane thing i thought that was the end of the world!!!!! its so retarded hahaha i was full of drama over useless shit!!!! (and still am?!) someone should have told me to take a chill pill or something!!! hahaha i wanna cringe and laugh at the same time! i really thought i was the center of the universe back then! gross!!!!!!!!!!!!! transition over the years was also a laugh trip. i started to sound manageable around 2006. hahahaha. jolog.
hahahaha.
on the other hand, im thankful that i have these memories, to look back to when im old and gray or bored..., and ill forever cherish / cringe at being a stupid 18 year old, fresh out of high school, entering college. wow.
maturity. it just takes a matter of time. :) and i still have a long way to go.
hahahaha.
on the other hand, im thankful that i have these memories, to look back to when im old and gray or bored..., and ill forever cherish / cringe at being a stupid 18 year old, fresh out of high school, entering college. wow.
maturity. it just takes a matter of time. :) and i still have a long way to go.