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so just to make my day even more depressing, i was sitting in my moms room waiting for her to get out of the shower and just relaxing and stuff and my drunk grandmother, mind you its only 9.30, goes into the bathroom to talk to my mom. i can her what my mothers saying because shes the loudest woman on the face of the earth and all shes doing is calling me names and making fun of me and talking badly about me. and all i wanted was to spend some time with her and i hear her talk about me. so i didnt say anything and i just came to my freezing cold room.
im afraid this time though, i dont wana hurt myself.. but its just so tempting
i know my mom loves me but she doesnt know how much shes hurting me right now and if i tell her anything shell think im a physco,
ill just be by myself tonight.. i probably wont sleep much.
im afraid this time though, i dont wana hurt myself.. but its just so tempting
i know my mom loves me but she doesnt know how much shes hurting me right now and if i tell her anything shell think im a physco,
ill just be by myself tonight.. i probably wont sleep much.