grrrrrrrr
As of right now ive never felt so competitive in my life.
I feel like on mean girls when she describes
the animal world versus the real world.
I feel like the girls attacking each other.
For one of the first times!
I feel like if i give up...
im going to miss my chance.
If even a chance
but an opportunity to get what
Ive always wanted.
To get something that actually seems worth it.
Some people may think otherwise..
But I know I am good enough for myself.
I know that if I try and fail..
at least I did my best.
And at least I had confidence in myself.
I know im a good person.
I know that im nice..but also have a bad side.
And I also know that I'm tired of
giving up on what I want.
Im going to go out there.
and take chances.
AND LIVE!
For once.
Im sick of holding back.
So here I go..
ready or not.
And if I come out with nothing..
life goes on.
Wow ive changed alot.
I love it.=D
I feel like on mean girls when she describes
the animal world versus the real world.
I feel like the girls attacking each other.
For one of the first times!
I feel like if i give up...
im going to miss my chance.
If even a chance
but an opportunity to get what
Ive always wanted.
To get something that actually seems worth it.
Some people may think otherwise..
But I know I am good enough for myself.
I know that if I try and fail..
at least I did my best.
And at least I had confidence in myself.
I know im a good person.
I know that im nice..but also have a bad side.
And I also know that I'm tired of
giving up on what I want.
Im going to go out there.
and take chances.
AND LIVE!
For once.
Im sick of holding back.
So here I go..
ready or not.
And if I come out with nothing..
life goes on.
Wow ive changed alot.
I love it.=D