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wow
im a mess
and thers nothing i can do to fix it
thers nothing anyone can do
i miss that feeling
that feeling when you know that everythings perfect
that feeling where you feel like you could fly to the moon and back
that feeling of happiness
that feeling where no matter what, your smiling cuz you know you have something special
i miss that feeling
i want that feeling
im dreading thanksgiving
nothing will be the same
in my eyes, there are no more holidays
no more happy times
and i as much as i hate to say it, i cant stand that people talk about it so happily
i cant ever picture it being a happy day again
i cant picture any of it w/o her in it
my heart is empty
my head is full
my stomach aches
my body doesnt function
i feel like im running in circles and theres no where else to go
i cant do this
i dont know how you do it
i dont know how you do it
dont be fooled by the mask
dont be fooled by who im trying 2 be.....
-My name is Meghan Luallen
-I lie to everyone with out even knowing it
-When things go wrong, I get really depressed and cry
-Im selfish
-My friends say im strong...why cant I see it?
-I miss my mom so much that I wish I were dead just so i could see her one more time but I know thats not possible
-I try to hide my feelings so no one knows how Im truely feeling
-I lie so much....Im starting to believe it
-I think I have it worse than everyone else even though its not true
-My friends are amazing...I just wish I could let them in
-I truely, hate my life
-My heart has never been more broken that it is right now
-I dont know who I am
-I dont know who I am supposed to be
-I dont know what I want to do with my life
-This is me
-Not the person you pictured....is it...
now im going to run
run away from everything
run away from......
i dont know what say
i dont know where ill be
please dont look for this mess thats left
its not worth it
im not worth it
lifes not worth it
so from now on
im hiding
dont expect me back
cuz i wont be
not the person you all knew so well
shes gone
im a mess
and thers nothing i can do to fix it
thers nothing anyone can do
i miss that feeling
that feeling when you know that everythings perfect
that feeling where you feel like you could fly to the moon and back
that feeling of happiness
that feeling where no matter what, your smiling cuz you know you have something special
i miss that feeling
i want that feeling
im dreading thanksgiving
nothing will be the same
in my eyes, there are no more holidays
no more happy times
and i as much as i hate to say it, i cant stand that people talk about it so happily
i cant ever picture it being a happy day again
i cant picture any of it w/o her in it
my heart is empty
my head is full
my stomach aches
my body doesnt function
i feel like im running in circles and theres no where else to go
i cant do this
i dont know how you do it
i dont know how you do it
dont be fooled by the mask
dont be fooled by who im trying 2 be.....
-My name is Meghan Luallen
-I lie to everyone with out even knowing it
-When things go wrong, I get really depressed and cry
-Im selfish
-My friends say im strong...why cant I see it?
-I miss my mom so much that I wish I were dead just so i could see her one more time but I know thats not possible
-I try to hide my feelings so no one knows how Im truely feeling
-I lie so much....Im starting to believe it
-I think I have it worse than everyone else even though its not true
-My friends are amazing...I just wish I could let them in
-I truely, hate my life
-My heart has never been more broken that it is right now
-I dont know who I am
-I dont know who I am supposed to be
-I dont know what I want to do with my life
-This is me
-Not the person you pictured....is it...
now im going to run
run away from everything
run away from......
i dont know what say
i dont know where ill be
please dont look for this mess thats left
its not worth it
im not worth it
lifes not worth it
so from now on
im hiding
dont expect me back
cuz i wont be
not the person you all knew so well
shes gone