long time....
It's been a good long while since i've done this, so long, i had to make a new one because i forgot everything from my last one, plus all the bullshit, doesn't really need to be seen anymore, definitly not.
so yea.. my motivation to do this was my nite last nite, and just my day in general yesterday. fucking great. lemme tell u.
i just woke up in this great mood, so hyper. Like i knew from the begining that it was going to be a great day.. damn do i have a good intuition, cuz i was definitly right. School was a lot of fun, just because i was in such a great mood, and i was talking to everyone and it just made my whole day complete when he kissed me b4 he left school... lol. im such a dorko! My bestest friend Kristyn picked me up from school, we went n got our checks... im already broke again.. i hate fucking bills. grrr.
well i did have to ruin the day by working 5-11, but really, it was okay.. cuz after work, i just got to go to Teddy's party and chill with HIM the whole nite.. like seriously, the whole nite, it was just the 2 of us.. we sat in his car for like 2 hours and just listened to music and talked.... (i wasn't drinking, didn't want to) just being with him makes me so happy, and hes so gorgeous, i can just stare at him all day. (really im not a freak...) ugh, i wish i didn't like him, i so didn't want to.. cuz i kno im just gonna get my heart torn a lil more than it already is. i jus wanna be happy with myself for now, i don't wanna be happy cuz of someone else.. i mean, its not a bad thing, but i dunno, things jus are too hectic in my life to be worrying about a guy... especially when ive been trying so hard to improve things with myself.. but it happened and im lost, like always... cuz i have a big fucking hopeless heart that never knows when to stop.. and there's no stopping it.. especially when its someone like him thats in my path. ugh..just him all around, hes so awesome, i can never get enuf of him.. and so gorgeous.. uhg, those eyes, and that hair.. o .. that hair..
i have to stop.
Kristyn darlin, i just want to say thank you, for being YOU. u fucking rock my socks biatch. <3xo
so yea.. my motivation to do this was my nite last nite, and just my day in general yesterday. fucking great. lemme tell u.
i just woke up in this great mood, so hyper. Like i knew from the begining that it was going to be a great day.. damn do i have a good intuition, cuz i was definitly right. School was a lot of fun, just because i was in such a great mood, and i was talking to everyone and it just made my whole day complete when he kissed me b4 he left school... lol. im such a dorko! My bestest friend Kristyn picked me up from school, we went n got our checks... im already broke again.. i hate fucking bills. grrr.
well i did have to ruin the day by working 5-11, but really, it was okay.. cuz after work, i just got to go to Teddy's party and chill with HIM the whole nite.. like seriously, the whole nite, it was just the 2 of us.. we sat in his car for like 2 hours and just listened to music and talked.... (i wasn't drinking, didn't want to) just being with him makes me so happy, and hes so gorgeous, i can just stare at him all day. (really im not a freak...) ugh, i wish i didn't like him, i so didn't want to.. cuz i kno im just gonna get my heart torn a lil more than it already is. i jus wanna be happy with myself for now, i don't wanna be happy cuz of someone else.. i mean, its not a bad thing, but i dunno, things jus are too hectic in my life to be worrying about a guy... especially when ive been trying so hard to improve things with myself.. but it happened and im lost, like always... cuz i have a big fucking hopeless heart that never knows when to stop.. and there's no stopping it.. especially when its someone like him thats in my path. ugh..just him all around, hes so awesome, i can never get enuf of him.. and so gorgeous.. uhg, those eyes, and that hair.. o .. that hair..
i have to stop.
Kristyn darlin, i just want to say thank you, for being YOU. u fucking rock my socks biatch. <3xo