so tired of everything....

[luck_dragon]

i don't really know what to post anymore...i don't have anything good to say...i feel as if i don't have any real friends anymore...the ones in the past were just people i would do drugs or get drunk with and i don't talk to most of them anymore...the ones i have made recently aren't very good ones always canceling plans or just not there when i need someone to talk to...

i can't find a job to save my life...

my family doesn't really help...

i recently was diagnosed with bi polar2...

i feel so alone all the time...

this sucks...

i'm starting to wonder why i left the road...i miss it so much but now i feel as if i can't go back to it...while i do love it at times it can be a harsh mistress

i just wish i could find something to do with myself that didn't involve years of school that i have no idea how to pay for...

somethings gotta give...