YAY ITS ME!!! ... NOT
did i put up one of these... i forget what meh first post was and im to lazy to look... so i guess this one will be bout me and who i am. First ... i type odd... i use these dots to separate ideas alot of times ... idk why... i just do ... oh well.
ok so ... who am i. Im charles and im a loser. Some might say im goth but i dont like to proclaim that. I have a sort of pessimistic outlook of life. Well more or less the "people" that surround me on this journy of mine. Society's lack of morality pisses me off. I try to treat people with respect untill i think that they dont deserve it... the catch is its not hard at all to get on meh list of people who dont deserve respect. However even then ill never be mean to you to your face unless you really piss me off. Other wise i will just ignore u. I also have a code of conduct as far as relationships are concerned but its kinda difficult to get in to and write it down. Basically im pyschotic. I do odd things like... try my hardest not to even check other girls out. I dont flirt with other girls, I think monogomy is the way to be (although i would never hold anyone elses swinger type lifestyle against them as long as it was mutually agreed upon by all parties), i also belive it is entirely possible to have a wonderful relationship without invloving sex and that those sorts of relationships can be teh most rewarding and loveing. ... obvious stuff ... idk why every one acts like its so special im sure guys like that are a dime a dozen.
I guess my two life goals are to (a) find someone to love that i can spend my life with and (b) manage to live a good life
some things i enjoy just could possibly include items contained on the following list
1. Hanging w/ meh lindsay (elle est mon petit chou)
2. Paintball
3. Computer programming (dont kno much of it but im learning c++)
4. Ive been playing a decent amount of video games lately
5. hanging w/ teh few freinds i have
6. listening to music
... hmmm i cant think of anything else... ill add later if i do
Musical interests: I pretty much like goth metal. Take a Rock band and throw an orchestra behind it with beautiful classical or operatic female vocals and u get my music. Classical femalve vocals make my heart skip a beat. (especially if they can sing really high notes). Meh music may have a sort of operatic sound to some of teh vocals or it could have a renaissance or classical sound. These things combined with rock = good. I also listen to some stuff like... The dresden dolls, Blackcmore's Night (not really rock but awesome renaissance style band with a sort of folk sound... i cant describe it well...), hmmm cant think of anything else...
awesome bands:
the dresden dolls
haggard
epica
blackmore's night
leaves eyes
within temptation
nightwish
kana
tristania
darkwell (not sure on teh name)
break of reality ( i think thats there name ... i just found them on myspace)
i could go on but i wont (and i cant think of more)
Im kinda lazy but i like things to be neat and organized. I have some obbsesive compulsive tendencies... i like to be clean ( some of my pet peeves include Dirty kitchens and dirty bathrooms ... eww its just gross ppl GOD clean your bathroom and kitchen already!) I also dont like to be touched, There are only a few ppl who i dont mind... yea i think the number is like... two. I also dont eat or drink after people. Its kinda gross... same deal with that tho, certain ppl who im really close with i might share a drink with... but that is really rare.
Im really shy and rather quite untill i get to kno a person. When and if i do make friends i can be kinda clingy ... im not gonna lie... i tend to find a couple ppl i can really trust and just stick w/ them. All in all im pretty lame. Hope you had fun reading this but i doubt u did ... Bon voyage
ok so ... who am i. Im charles and im a loser. Some might say im goth but i dont like to proclaim that. I have a sort of pessimistic outlook of life. Well more or less the "people" that surround me on this journy of mine. Society's lack of morality pisses me off. I try to treat people with respect untill i think that they dont deserve it... the catch is its not hard at all to get on meh list of people who dont deserve respect. However even then ill never be mean to you to your face unless you really piss me off. Other wise i will just ignore u. I also have a code of conduct as far as relationships are concerned but its kinda difficult to get in to and write it down. Basically im pyschotic. I do odd things like... try my hardest not to even check other girls out. I dont flirt with other girls, I think monogomy is the way to be (although i would never hold anyone elses swinger type lifestyle against them as long as it was mutually agreed upon by all parties), i also belive it is entirely possible to have a wonderful relationship without invloving sex and that those sorts of relationships can be teh most rewarding and loveing. ... obvious stuff ... idk why every one acts like its so special im sure guys like that are a dime a dozen.
I guess my two life goals are to (a) find someone to love that i can spend my life with and (b) manage to live a good life
some things i enjoy just could possibly include items contained on the following list
1. Hanging w/ meh lindsay (elle est mon petit chou)
2. Paintball
3. Computer programming (dont kno much of it but im learning c++)
4. Ive been playing a decent amount of video games lately
5. hanging w/ teh few freinds i have
6. listening to music
... hmmm i cant think of anything else... ill add later if i do
Musical interests: I pretty much like goth metal. Take a Rock band and throw an orchestra behind it with beautiful classical or operatic female vocals and u get my music. Classical femalve vocals make my heart skip a beat. (especially if they can sing really high notes). Meh music may have a sort of operatic sound to some of teh vocals or it could have a renaissance or classical sound. These things combined with rock = good. I also listen to some stuff like... The dresden dolls, Blackcmore's Night (not really rock but awesome renaissance style band with a sort of folk sound... i cant describe it well...), hmmm cant think of anything else...
awesome bands:
the dresden dolls
haggard
epica
blackmore's night
leaves eyes
within temptation
nightwish
kana
tristania
darkwell (not sure on teh name)
break of reality ( i think thats there name ... i just found them on myspace)
i could go on but i wont (and i cant think of more)
Im kinda lazy but i like things to be neat and organized. I have some obbsesive compulsive tendencies... i like to be clean ( some of my pet peeves include Dirty kitchens and dirty bathrooms ... eww its just gross ppl GOD clean your bathroom and kitchen already!) I also dont like to be touched, There are only a few ppl who i dont mind... yea i think the number is like... two. I also dont eat or drink after people. Its kinda gross... same deal with that tho, certain ppl who im really close with i might share a drink with... but that is really rare.
Im really shy and rather quite untill i get to kno a person. When and if i do make friends i can be kinda clingy ... im not gonna lie... i tend to find a couple ppl i can really trust and just stick w/ them. All in all im pretty lame. Hope you had fun reading this but i doubt u did ... Bon voyage