and thats the way the cookie crumbles
so ya i have been having very very confusing and depressing days errr... why must i feel like this why can't i go somewhere else wher like no one knows me !!1 haha alaska (theres no sun their haa )but ya ok so ya chris likes me or at least i think he does i have no idea why i didn't say yes when he asked me out" yep thats right people he did" and me like a dumass said no so ya we have been talking and crap and omg i get jealous now i mean gosh its like we are a couple but not officially "ya know what i mean"? but ya whatever man...i should have said yes casue he is a great guy and all but dammit i don't know why i am not atrcted to him:( i wish i was but i don't think i could ever like him the way he would want me too or the way its suppose to be haha but ya dammit>_< screw him!!!!!!!! why couldn't we stay friends this ruins our friendship!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:\