Sep 09, 2008 11:23
I am so totally done with this situation.
-- I wake up early this morning to Destiny crying. She says she doesn't know why, but she feels really bad. So I comfort her, and I try to make her feel better. Because I'm a nice guy, and I care about her even through all this crap.
So she thanks me for being so nice to her, all things considered, but then she switches to being upset that I'm still here. Which is utter bullshit-- she can't just ask for space and expect me to be able to move instantaneously. She sprung this on me at the worst possible time, and she knows it.
Plus, she still acts like she wants me to be there a lot. So what the hell?
So anyway, I'm all like "-the hell?", and she goes on to tell me that I should be telling everyone else in the apartment (basically, Jackie) what's going on with the two of us and my situation. What the hell -- they know I'm leaving as soon as I can, they know I'm still paying for the length of time I lived there. I've told them this. Also, I fail to see how my relationship with Destiny is any of their goddamn business. And if Destiny thinks they need to be kept up to speed, then why doesn't she tell them? Every time I try to talk to them, they treat me like I'm an idiot, and they blatantly have no respect for me, and little respect for Destiny.
So I'm out. Tonight.
As much as I can manage this evening, I am moving out.
She can have her month, because I really do care about her a lot. But if she keeps fucking with my emotions, or starts taking me for granted, then I am gone. I can handle a break, but i'm not going to wait forever for her to 'find herself'.