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[lucis_fatum]

[privatetoself] Mn. I had a lot to think about. And a few questions to answer.

At the time, I was wondering if the problem was lying with the three of them. That was a silly question, because of course the problem was my heart. Well... it still is, I guess. Feelings can't change overnight, can they? It's practically impossible to say 'I love you'

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private.

[lucently]

... Kairi...?

private.

[lucis_fatum]

♥ Hey, Sora. You're doing okay, right? I'm sorry I haven't talked to you that much, really.

... You can probably tell I've been a bit... busy, if that's what you want to call it.

Re: private.

[lucently]

Yeah, I'm okay. And that's okay. You do, uh... look busy...

... what's going on?

private.

[lucis_fatum]

It's... a long story.

In a nutshell, though... I'm just having a few problems. Following my heart might not be the best thing to do anymore if it keeps telling me to go six different directions at the same time.

Re: private.

[lucently]

But what about Riku...?

private. she's being cryptic-ish now. oh boy

[lucis_fatum]

That's the problem. I don't know. It's one of those directions and I want to keep going on that path, but all of these forks in the road make it hard to figure out which path is the one I want.

Re: private. aaaand sora doesn't get it. |D

[lucently]

... but you're with Riku.

private. of course not. that's what she loves about him. ♥

[lucis_fatum]

I... I know.

Re: private. he's trying, at least! ♥

[lucently]

... you can always talk to me, you know.

private. that's all that matters, bb. ♥

[lucis_fatum]

I know. I'm sorry I haven't, though. I really am.

But he knows now, and to be honest... I'm afraid. I'm afraid of what he's going to do because... if it ends up like last time... I don't know if I can keep it up. I hate to say it, but... it's hard. It really is.

Re: private. ♥♥♥

[lucently]

It's okay, Kairi. I'm sure you had your reasons.

... but he's important enough, isn't he? Or... I don't know, Kairi. You have to do what your heart tells you.

private.

[lucis_fatum]

Of course he is. But... it's really hard, Sora. I'm just so confused about everything that has to do with this.

If this is what following my heart does to me... I must not be able to trust it very much anymore.

Re: private.

[lucently]

No. That's not true. You can trust your heart above everything else!

private. if she sounds snarky it's because she's tired, I swear. sleeping on the ground does that.

[lucis_fatum]

If that's true, then why did it take me down this path? What exactly was destiny planning when it decided to bring me here?

Re: private. sora says D8

[lucently]

... maybe it...

...

... I don't know.

private. Kairi still ♥s him, though.

[lucis_fatum]

... I didn't think so.