Time to stop screwing around
I've decited that it's time to stop screwing around.THere is so many things I want to do, so many things that I Need to do.So I think it's about time I stop dealing with other people's shit, and start dealing with my own.To a somewhat thankful break down and at the words of my friend Molly, I should get back to my own life.Yeah, I love all my friends, but it's time I should start dealing with some of my own.Like for example, I WANT! to get a book together and get it published big time.Show the world who I am and what I can do.
I also want to get back in shape, man is that a must to me.I also want to get back in school and do well, in order to open up more doors to me.Such as driving, something I really would like to do, that way when my parents are fighting or just in general my family is being assholes. I can drive to town and hang with friends or something.Sure, my friends are all over the Valley and I.E(inland empire).But hey it'd be worth, another thing would allow me to get out os this state.I'm not sure what I want to do for a career, but hey I'm only 15, I still got time to think.So many ideas, All I know is FL is one place I'll be running to.fuck Cali, i'm losing my mind here.
So Yeah, I'll still talk to my friends, not all the time, simply because I'm sick of their shit, all the drama.Only girl friends of mine I'll listen to are Molly, Linze, Raquel, Angel, and Elf!Because they kick ass, and they listen to me when I need someone most.but yeah, these ate my girls, they don't start shit, they finish it!They're like sisters to me,So with that...
Angel- you're like a older sister to me.With the drama of guys, school, and everything else we deal with as teenages, I don't know what it is, but we really relate on that scale.I can't believe it's also a year since I've known you.We're alot alike, just evil to the core, but also just looking to be loved for who we are.Misunderstood by the world, but bound think common line.
Elf- OMG! You're so must fun!unlike Angel and I, we share a much more different realtionship as friends.I'm always willing to listen to you, as I've said before.Doesn't matter what it is, drama, guys or anything..I'm always here for you, I'm Never! going to judge you for it, sure there are things we have different point of views on, but it's what makes you..YOU! I'll always love you as you are!I'm dying to turn 18 and get my ass out there to you and everyone else!So that way I know for sure I'm there for your wedding to I-V!
Molly- Seems you've more then anyone lately, has gotten to known..well I say the more deeper, darker side to me.You've seen a much more deeper side to me, and known probably more about my person side then anyone else.I hold many serecrets, but hey everyone has them.Including me, I think you understand the other side to me, my most dark and misunderstood(to other people it's misunderstood) working.The sinister and emotion side to me.We both, know I'm strong, but as you as the other night, even I sometimes break down.Thank you for being there when I need someone, and listening to all my crap.I love you Molly DOLL!
-Ztop!
Rocky- Around people, groups or other wise, nothing, no emotion phases me, but in isolate, that's when senses and feelings hit me most.Somehow your words just hit me, and make me see in a different light.you always make me think in a different perpective.I don't know how you do it, but you always do.I know that you to, as a human being can experience break downs, but to me it seems you some how keep it together.You never let on that something it nagging you, I know that with Charlie in your life that gives you more stabilty then ever.I wish you all the luck to him, and Yes, I'll be dressed up in whatever color, and style dress you choose for your brides maids dresses, making a speech for you and Charlie...sure, I'm not looking for to weddings, cus hey we all know how pessmistic I am about love and all that shit. But You, Molly, Elf, Linze and whoever else, I'll get in a dress JUST FOR YOU and those others!
Linze- oh what to say, I love you my darling.Hm, well for being the younger one out of the two of us, I somehow feel like the older one.But we both know that's not true.Just like the rest of the girls, I will make a speech for you at yours and Ty's wedding(if you wish) and will be wearing yet another dress.With you, I can always have fun, and just be a fucking dork.I haven'seen you in almost a year.I'm dying to see you girl!Don't worry, we'll hang soon, idk when but soon!
So I have things to do, and people to talk to, so I'm off!
~Zabby~
I also want to get back in shape, man is that a must to me.I also want to get back in school and do well, in order to open up more doors to me.Such as driving, something I really would like to do, that way when my parents are fighting or just in general my family is being assholes. I can drive to town and hang with friends or something.Sure, my friends are all over the Valley and I.E(inland empire).But hey it'd be worth, another thing would allow me to get out os this state.I'm not sure what I want to do for a career, but hey I'm only 15, I still got time to think.So many ideas, All I know is FL is one place I'll be running to.fuck Cali, i'm losing my mind here.
So Yeah, I'll still talk to my friends, not all the time, simply because I'm sick of their shit, all the drama.Only girl friends of mine I'll listen to are Molly, Linze, Raquel, Angel, and Elf!Because they kick ass, and they listen to me when I need someone most.but yeah, these ate my girls, they don't start shit, they finish it!They're like sisters to me,So with that...
Angel- you're like a older sister to me.With the drama of guys, school, and everything else we deal with as teenages, I don't know what it is, but we really relate on that scale.I can't believe it's also a year since I've known you.We're alot alike, just evil to the core, but also just looking to be loved for who we are.Misunderstood by the world, but bound think common line.
Elf- OMG! You're so must fun!unlike Angel and I, we share a much more different realtionship as friends.I'm always willing to listen to you, as I've said before.Doesn't matter what it is, drama, guys or anything..I'm always here for you, I'm Never! going to judge you for it, sure there are things we have different point of views on, but it's what makes you..YOU! I'll always love you as you are!I'm dying to turn 18 and get my ass out there to you and everyone else!So that way I know for sure I'm there for your wedding to I-V!
Molly- Seems you've more then anyone lately, has gotten to known..well I say the more deeper, darker side to me.You've seen a much more deeper side to me, and known probably more about my person side then anyone else.I hold many serecrets, but hey everyone has them.Including me, I think you understand the other side to me, my most dark and misunderstood(to other people it's misunderstood) working.The sinister and emotion side to me.We both, know I'm strong, but as you as the other night, even I sometimes break down.Thank you for being there when I need someone, and listening to all my crap.I love you Molly DOLL!
-Ztop!
Rocky- Around people, groups or other wise, nothing, no emotion phases me, but in isolate, that's when senses and feelings hit me most.Somehow your words just hit me, and make me see in a different light.you always make me think in a different perpective.I don't know how you do it, but you always do.I know that you to, as a human being can experience break downs, but to me it seems you some how keep it together.You never let on that something it nagging you, I know that with Charlie in your life that gives you more stabilty then ever.I wish you all the luck to him, and Yes, I'll be dressed up in whatever color, and style dress you choose for your brides maids dresses, making a speech for you and Charlie...sure, I'm not looking for to weddings, cus hey we all know how pessmistic I am about love and all that shit. But You, Molly, Elf, Linze and whoever else, I'll get in a dress JUST FOR YOU and those others!
Linze- oh what to say, I love you my darling.Hm, well for being the younger one out of the two of us, I somehow feel like the older one.But we both know that's not true.Just like the rest of the girls, I will make a speech for you at yours and Ty's wedding(if you wish) and will be wearing yet another dress.With you, I can always have fun, and just be a fucking dork.I haven'seen you in almost a year.I'm dying to see you girl!Don't worry, we'll hang soon, idk when but soon!
So I have things to do, and people to talk to, so I'm off!
~Zabby~