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whad up!This is megan's special someone that's what i think she calls me to other people.Megan is in the shower and i told her i wanted to check out this live journal shit so she got me on her user thing and i told her i wanted to write an entry and she said i could only if i didn't embarss her.I don't really understand why she can't just say who i am but she said she's not ready to tell everyone yet so im going to have to respect that.I mean if you hang around Megan's house alot and talk to her Brother's friends then you can probably guess who i am.She gave you clues like im really good friends with her brother and i work at Hollister so im sure some people can figure out who i am.Its weird i never thought i would end up liking one of my bestfriends sisters but it just happened its something i couldn't really control.Megan is gergous,outgoing,funny(even if she isnt trying to be)and is the type of girl that if she wants to do something she will just go ahead and do it and noone can stop her.Who know's what is going to happen between me and her but all i know is she deserves the best and i might not be that but im going to try.I never really liked her when she was dating Jay but it was weird the night they broke up her brother brought her over to a party i was at and i looked at her im like man she's gergous and i told her that and she really didnt believe me.Then we drank and laughed and i realized shes just not any girl shes not like any girl i know.She told me she likes me but she isnt ready for a relationship again and i can understand that sense Jay hurt her or whatever.I told her i wouldnt hurt her and she said thats what the last two said.Looks like were going to just have to see what happens.Im going to give her all the time she needs and im going to try and show her that i would and could never hurt her even though i cant figure out how i can show her but i think of something got any ideas?Well Megan's out of the shower now so im going to go hang out with her and help her study for World History even though im really bad at History Peace.