Negatory on that one
Something doesn't feel quite right here. He has been so odd lately. I know I haven't been around much from all my commitments, and I haven't been reliable either. He got offended from me excluding him from my social life with the band and now maybe I am getting a taste of what he felt like when I was out and about without him. That was totally unacceptable of me, but I am correcting that.
His behavior is so mysterious lately. Where does he go on his free days I wonder? Why am I even asking that question? We have an understanding and a mutual respect. I want nothing more then to fix things and make him happy. I know him...
I don't want to jump to conclusions. I tend to worry excessively. I am so torn right now. Maybe I am just reading too much into silly coincidences. Could I maybe have pushed him too far with my fuck up? He probably is totally cool with me and I am just being an idiot. I always see the worse in situations. Why can't I read minds? That would be so helpful right now.
I feel so shitty about how careless I was about his needs and feelings. I could have and should have invited him to every one of those gatherings and properly introduced him to all my friends. What was I thinking?
I am done with that stupid shit, that agreement. It just isn't worth it. All that distrust and dishonesty can go to hell. Too much is a stake. I won't ignore my gut feelings though.
His behavior is so mysterious lately. Where does he go on his free days I wonder? Why am I even asking that question? We have an understanding and a mutual respect. I want nothing more then to fix things and make him happy. I know him...
I don't want to jump to conclusions. I tend to worry excessively. I am so torn right now. Maybe I am just reading too much into silly coincidences. Could I maybe have pushed him too far with my fuck up? He probably is totally cool with me and I am just being an idiot. I always see the worse in situations. Why can't I read minds? That would be so helpful right now.
I feel so shitty about how careless I was about his needs and feelings. I could have and should have invited him to every one of those gatherings and properly introduced him to all my friends. What was I thinking?
I am done with that stupid shit, that agreement. It just isn't worth it. All that distrust and dishonesty can go to hell. Too much is a stake. I won't ignore my gut feelings though.