all I didn't want to hear and know
After last night's conversation with a friend I am all out of sorts. In a friendship there is mutual respect and consideration for the other's feelings, I wonder whether I am the only one who gives a damn. I am relieved that honest thoughts and opinions were shared, but to do it on AIM is kind of weak. That was all my impatience that got the talk rolling on AIM. I thought I could deal with and accept what the other person had to say, but I couldn't sleep all night thinking about it.
It still hurts to think about it.
Where to go from here? I thought we could move on and "be cool with eachother" like my friend wants...but is that the best thing for me? We won't ever agree on that subject and that can just lead to more problems. Seems like a win-win situation for them. I have everything to lose, my pride and self respect.
How disappointing.
Just walk away from it all...easier said then done.
It still hurts to think about it.
Where to go from here? I thought we could move on and "be cool with eachother" like my friend wants...but is that the best thing for me? We won't ever agree on that subject and that can just lead to more problems. Seems like a win-win situation for them. I have everything to lose, my pride and self respect.
How disappointing.
Just walk away from it all...easier said then done.